Fall and Fly

I’m not afraid to fall
it means i climbed up high
to fall is not to fail
you fail when you don’t try
not afraid to fall
i might just learn to fly and
i will spread these wings of mine

Get Up – Superchick

 I was afraid to fall again. Because last time, it hurts so bad. But you came, and and you make me smile and laugh and above all, happy. You make me want to try again, and this time, we might fly. 

An Ending.

“There is a universal truth we all have to face-whether we want to or not. Everything eventually ends. Much as I’ve looked forward to this day, I’ve always disliked endings. Last day of summer, the final chapter of a great book, parting ways with a close friend. But endings are inevitable. Leaves fall, we close the book. You say good bye. Today is one of those days for us. Today we say good bye to everything that was familiar, everything that was comfortable. We’re moving on. But just because we’re leaving, and that hurts, there are some people who are so much a part of us, they’ll be with us no matter what. They are our solid ground, our north star. And the small, clear, voices in our hearts that will be with us, always.”

- Castle, Season 4 finale “Always”

I'll miss you..

"Makin kesini definisi pria hot bergeser. Pria hot adl yang punya visi, tau tujuan hidupnya dan mau dibawa kemana, dan tau gimana meraihnya. – @ririanism"

Itu tweet yang di retweet sama temen saya, seorang anak ITB elektro. Major retweet. Disaat kita udah twenty-something, dan undangan sweet seventeen di *ehemclubehem* hotel bergeser jadi undangan nikah di ballroom hotel, it's a sign.

Oh iya, kalo kata temen saya:

"Tuh Riv, tikung-able banget! Sikat!"

Thanks.

I love Christmas. Why? Because it's my birthday and the festivity awed me. Everyone seems happy and singing and opening gifts, it's such a happy day. It feels like the whole world is celebrating my birthday. I get to think like that on my birthday okay? Don't judge.

Belakangan ini, saya memutuskan untuk merubah beberapa kebiasaan saya. I decided to be grateful. No more whining and anger tantrum if anything goes wrong (amen). So might as well start today.

I'm grateful for another day of breathing, alive and well. For my parents, me, my siblings, my whole entire family, and my friends.. Alhamdulillah :)

I'm grateful for making the right decisions for once, and now I can be happy.

I'm grateful for the chance of living my dream, for making me realize why I want to do this.

I'm grateful for everyone whose lifes touches mine, every single meeting changes things and put me where I am.

I'm grateful for everything I have, had, and will have. 

I'm grateful for the places I've seen, been and people I met, things I've learned.

The next ones are quite specific, if you're reading this, you know who you are. Thank you.

Thank you for giving me everything, let me go to get my dream, and do whatever it takes to support me.

Thank you for being my bitches. You guys never let me go away with anything, call me out if I did anything wrong, and always believed in each others that we can get whatever we want (almost arrogantly so). 

Thank you for being there when I needed someone. And willing to accompany me do anything, go anywhere. 

Thank you for not asking question. And just sit with me and watch TV and be there.

Thank you for the cakes and sweets when I need it. Thank you for being my artsy buddy, and baking buddy.

Thank you for being the kind of friend I know will be there for me, even if we haven't talk to each other for months. I know I can call you out and you won't think that I only call you when I need something. We're just good that way.

Thank you for being my rebound guy. *yes, you're a rebound. sorry..*

Thank you for getting what I meant no matter how weird my languange or way of saying it is.

Thank you for the last two years of good and bad and crazy times.

Thank you for taking time off from work to come here and see me, and for the girl talk till early morning, and for doing my nails ;)

I might have known you for years and years or just a couple of months, but you have been a part of my life.  Thank you.